well hmm. i had some good fights with adam that i wrote about. but i was deviantart lazy lately so i just posted three new ones so check them out.
kthankslovebye.
-lauren-


defeatedYou spoke too quickly and still the words stung for days. I wish I could burn the years your words with these pictures.defeated
But every night reminds me
of headlights glistening on tear streaked cheeks, a fall I wish I could have escaped and the chill in your touch. And if we’d known
we’d both run this race to be defeated, would we have ever began?


chokeWe both know I cant breathe without tasting you as im staring in the mirror wishing it held your honesty. In every step you have taken towards my downfall you’ve always found the right words to say ‘no one can ever love you’ and when I choke onchoke
every one of your
insecurities you can laugh. And ill stammer these apologies like I thought you would believe them. I miss the days that I believed your lies.


Trashed.Remember when we pretended to know every line that made up the other? Yeah. I’d remember it too if I hadnt burned it along with everyother lasting memory of you when I opened up and realized you will never materialize to become somethingTrashed.
real. Last night I whispered a promise: ‘tomorrow is another day, love’. I forgot to tell you that it was the last. I have finally learned to pack


love is drowningThe damp ceramic has becomelove is drowning
so inviting in this lonely air. All I can do is
hope that I can fold I can slip down the drain
with the dirt and the lies of a night ill soon forget. I’d scream if you’d understand. Bleed for you to feel. You’ve grown colder than these empty October nights. And you refuse to read the truth is these lines. You’d sacrifice
everything if you could make yourself believe your own lies. My sheets and I know the truths hidden in hushed whispers of a night I cant forget.


My Stage Name is Secret.If I could sing or even wail To a few chords on guitar, I’d scream everything I knew.My Stage Name is Secret.
I’d slash the strings and bleed into crowds, blinding my audience of arm-folding critics.
I’d tie you, love, To a chair onstage, Bind your feet and pretend that you were the one
always running.
I could make maps, pointing out Here, I tried to die. And later, I found a religion In razor blades, close calls. I’d sing to God, I’d call him All those names he created
for me To hate myself.
I’d let you think my scre


I Now am:Now Frozen in my mind A face without a voice A hand without a touch Eyes that never saw me Ears that never heard me Yet I reach for his memory My fingers almost reaching him My eyes Accepting such Illusions My ears replaying old faded words "I'll miss you but I'll be back soon" My Heart clutching that lie for dear life But that was then, this is now Time was hours alone Minutes never ticked Long ago I was young Now I am a Adult without a heart and Now I am the: Face without a voice A Hand without a touch Eyes that never sawI Now am:


As we light up the skiesAs we light up the skies and watch it all burn down. The purifying flame clearing the way to begin anewAs we light up the skies
that which has gone awry. The suspense and the thrill,
the re-tracing of steps gone before. The elation and
the new-ness of it all. What came before is a handfull
of ashes now, the foundation for that which will arise anew.
As we light up the skies and watch it all burn down in a
passionate rebirth, with renewed vigor and energy,
we blaze forth upon the foundations of old, the engines
power down and are hauled away. The new has come
and the old shall forever b


Naked in privatei want to be naked in private just hide from the rest of the world noone should know what i am let them think im a bright little girlNaked in private
i want to curl up and hide under makeup and ribbons and bows leave everything else locked away hidden so noone will know
dont think you can break in ive locked,, and bloted the doors forgt about asking me questions i dont want to talk anymore
leave me lying alone curled up under my sleep bound to myself forever driven by the torment of sleep
i only cry iin dreams so noone will hear m
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The universe is full of magical things, patiently waiting for our wits to grow sharper.
-lauren-
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"the world revolves around us and we're keeping it all going. this beautiful balance, vulnerable. all i know is, you would kill for this"
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I'm better than I was before but not as good as I'm gonna get.
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well of course it's your decision,
but just so you know
if you decide to leave,
then soon i will follow.
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"the world revolves around us and we're keeping it all going. this beautiful balance, vulnerable. all i know is, you would kill for this"
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